SACRED SELF

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What is your deepest regret? Silence holds a heavy weight when we miss the chance to speak our true feelings.
What makes you truly happy? Openness, love, truth, liberty, honesty, and peace.
What one thing would you change about the world? To embrace everyone as one, we must see our differences not as walls that divide us, but as the diverse threads of a single, sacred tapestry.
Who do you trust completely? I choose to invest my trust deeply rather than widely. My inner circle is small, but the loyalty within it is absolute.
When was the last time you felt lost? Nothing tests your relationship with the Universe quite like a massive hedge maze.
What is an absolute relationship deal breaker for you? My truth requires a foundation of unwavering transparency. When the thread of trust is broken, the connection is dissolved, and I release the bond with grace to preserve my soul’s alignment.
If you could participate in one historical event, what would it be? I would love to witness the formation of a star in the Universe.
What is your biggest, best green flag? I honour the sacred space of the present, greeting each new soul with an open heart, entirely free from the shadows of the past.
What do you think about when you’re alone? My mind is a labyrinth. I observe the pieces, but I honour the whole.
What is a secret about yourself you’ve never shared with anyone? Some truths must remain unmapped. The universe loves a positive plot twist.
What takes your breath away? A passionate kiss.
Have you ever had one of your worst fears happen? What was meant to be my ending became the sacred foundation of my endurance.
What would you do if you knew you would not fail? We do not fall to break, we fall to shatter the illusions that hold us back.
What’s the most important lesson you took from a past relationship? My silence is not a pause, it is the final, unyielding seal upon a closed chapter.
Who in your life do you wish you could make amends with? I honour the sacred mirror some have held for my evolution. Releasing aspects of my past with gratitude enabled profound lessons that expanded my soul.
What’s your earliest memory? Cuddling with my Grandmother.
What have you learned about yourself this year? Clarity is the best form of resolution, which enables endless peace. To stand in comfort while another suffers is to choose a false peace; true liberation begins when we break the silence, open the door to truth, and become the sanctuary for those in need
What negative self-talk do you struggle with? When unknown fears speak, I do not shrink, I seek. I trace the shadow to its root, dismantle the illusion with truth, and return my mind to peace.
What’s your definition of manhood? Courageous bravery.
What’s your love language? I speak my love in the quiet languages of nourishment and touch.
How would you define or describe commitment? Loyalty.
What scares you the most? Stupidity.
What was your happiest moment so far? Experiencing the compassionate embrace of unconditional love.
Why do you think people cheat on their partners? The betrayal of another is a mirror of their internal fracture, not a measure of their partners worth. Whether driven by the hollow ache of abandonment, the false armour of pride and ego, the distraction of boredom, or the running feet of fear, their choice is their own storm. When cheating occurs, all must remain anchored in their truth, whole in their values, and seek safe in their intuitive judgement and discernment.
What are the keys to a happy relationship? Reclamation of personal sovereignty, respecting boundaries, active not passive listening, unconditional love, and unwavering trust.
What makes you anxious? A Jack in the box toy. It is just a mechanical jump scare in a clown suit, forcing us to pay a toll of psychological warfare just to hear “Pop Goes the Weasel.” I refuse to let a wind up box with a tracking issue dictate my heart rate.
When did you feel like you were living life to the fullest? In the shared expanse of the open road, hours dissolve into presence, and miles become a measure of devotion. To journey alongside the one you love is to witness time stand still while moving forward, transforming ordinary passing moments into a sacred archive of shared rhythm, discovery, and enduring grace.
How do you actively try to achieve personal growth? There are moments when I must step beyond the borders of my own inherited judgment and familiar conscience to touch the raw truth of experience. By choosing the uncharted path over the safe boundary, I accept the weight of my choices, trusting that true wisdom is forged not in passive obedience, but in the courageous, unshielded pursuit of my highest evolution.
Do you ever feel like a failure? Yes. In the quiet aftermath of falling, we are stripped of pretence, initiated into humility, and granted the sacred opportunity to rebuild ourselves with greater truth, deeper resilience, and a gentler grace.
If you could time travel, what is the one piece of advice you would give younger you? Surrender to the Universe.
What quality do you value most in a friend? I need a friend with a dark sense of humour because when life hits the fan, my filter entirely dissolves and my mouth runs at Mach 3 before my brain even wakes up. If we are in a serious situation, you need to be prepared to laugh at something completely inappropriate, or at least help me map out our escape route from polite society.
What is holding you back? Distance.
What was the best era of your life? Now. This is the sacred era of my unshielded truth where my filters dissolve and my core roots demand to be seen. I no longer hide from my failures, instead, I claim them as the foundation upon which I stand, fiercely and tenderly rebuilding my life from the ground up, entirely on my own terms.
Did you have a happy childhood? Back then, my world was 10% reality, 90% glitter, and 100% chaotic confidence. While I was perfectly happy to share my toys, my imagination was busy taking divine cues from Catwoman and Jem on how to run the world. As far as I was concerned, a pair of plastic cat ears, a trusted teddy bear, some cowboy boots, and pure, unfiltered audacity were a complete, runway ready outfit. Diva energy.
What is the one thing people misunderstand about you? My silence is not an absence, nor is it a void for others to fill with their misinterpretations. It is a sacred sanctuary where I gather my power, anchor into my roots, and listen to the truth of my own being, as it is the quiet forge where my next evolution is shaped, accessible only to those who understand that still waters run deep.
When was the last time you cried and why? When words fail and the weight of existence overflows, my tears become a sacred language of release. I do not weep out of weakness, but to cleanse the essence of my inner world, trusting my body to wash away the tension that my mind cannot articulate, leaving me lighter and renewed.
What’s the last surprising thing you learned about yourself? My brain cells completely misfire without glucose, and until a carb crosses my lips, I cannot be held legally, ethically, or morally responsible for the things my mouth says to innocent bystanders who want to test my patience on an empty stomach.
What do you find unforgivable, if anything? Silence. Silence holds immense dual power, serving as both a weapon of complicity and a refuge for truth.
How do you comfort yourself when you’re upset? In moments of darkness, I choose the sanctuary of rest, the clarity of stillness, and the healing power of laughter, trusting that time will always guide me to a peaceful resolution.
Do you like to be alone? Absolutely. In the sanctuary of my alone time, I find absolute liberation, unburdened by the world, I break free from external noise and fully awaken to the truth of my own being, and I begin to create.
What’s your biggest insecurity? Seeking immediate solutions. In the presence of the unknown, I lay down the burden of needing a final answer. I honour the mystery of unsolved situations, seeking peace in the journey, wisdom in the waiting, and comfort in the space between. I release the urge to fix myself or force a solution in this exact moment. I trust the wisdom of pauses, the healing power of time, and the peace that comes from simply allowing myself to be.
Do you believe in soulmates or twin flames? I walk this earth with an open heart, forever tethered to the beautiful truth that certain souls are woven into the fabric of my destiny. I trust that the universe orchestrates sacred timing, drawing us together across any distance, noise, or circumstance. These destined connections are not accidental, as they are mirrors of my own spirit, recognized instantly by the quiet knowing inside me. Even in moments of waiting, I rest in the absolute certainty that what is truly meant for me is already seeking me, and our alignment is inevitable.
What’s your favourite thing about being a woman? I embrace the vibrant complexity of my womanhood, gracefully managing a mind full of open tabs while holding the sacred freedom to dance, drift, or solve life’s puzzles at my own rhythm.
What’s the worst thing about being a woman? The worst part about being a woman is that our intuition comes with a built in lie detector, forcing us to sit there and gracefully listen to a whole fiction novel when we already know the ending.
What are your biggest challenges right now? My brain refuses to sleep because it’s too busy running an midnight three ring circus, starring a philosophy professor solving universal mysteries, a frantic detective digging through a buried folder in my mind from 2:00 PM, and a paranoid safety inspector screaming, ‘But wait, did we turn that off?!’ at 2:00 AM.” For women, we have a checklist.
What’s more difficult: saying you’re sorry, or someone saying they’re sorry to you? I honour the ultimate strength of my own spirit by admitting fault when needed, while releasing the expectation of an apology from others. I summon the quiet courage to create my own closure, choosing a peaceful resolution as my final truth.
What’s the most important relationship in your life? The true anchor of my life belongs to my sacred inner circle, the family who raised me, the loyal friends who choose me, and the lovable fur baby who grounds me in pure joy. While my heart is deeply invested in loving and protecting them, I honour my own spirit first, knowing that the most sacred gift I can offer those I cherish is a version of myself that is at absolute peace.
What’s your definition of healthy? My definition of health is the conscious reclamation of my own wellbeing, rooted in the sacred power to walk away from what drains me. I now understand that choosing distance from toxic relationships is not an act of cruelty, but a sacred decree of self-preservation, a boundary that guards my energy, honours my growth, and ensures my peace is never sacrificed for the comfort of others.
If you could have every bad memory erased, would you? Bad memories are not weights meant to anchor me in regret, but the severe and sacred teachers of my own evolution. I honour the scars of my history as map markers of survival, trusting that the discomfort of remembering is the precise medicine that guards my future, breaks the cycle of old mistakes, while ensuring I never settle for less than the growth I have fiercely earned.
Do you think you’re brave? I am a fearless warrior capable of conquering life’s greatest obstacles, navigating existential dread, and staring danger right in the face, unless that danger has eight legs and a chaotic walking pattern, at which point my courage entirely evaporates. For example, Australian spiders are a completely different tax bracket of fear. Those are not bugs, they are independent homeowners with health insurance and a personal vendetta, and if I see one, I’m not stepping on it, I will run for my life.
What’s your least favourite emotion? Regret is my absolute least favourite emotion because it’s basically a glitching time machine that forcefully abducts your brain at 3:00 AM, drags you back to a pivotal moment in time, while forcing you to watch your past self make the exact same terrible life choices in high definition.
How do you deal with conflict? In friction, I seek harmony, and in division, I build peace. Where peace cannot dwell, wisdom takes root, and my path moves ever forward. Current status is high hopes, but a spoon is on standby for my emergency stash of ice cream lol.
Do you like yourself? Yes. Think of me as a Golden Retriever who found the espresso machine, completely wild, fiercely loyal, and absolutely determined to make sure you know you are amazing.
How do you honour your soul? In this breath, I honour my strength. In this heartbeat, I honour my journey. I am a living testament to my own resilience, and I hold my spirit in absolute reverence.
What’s the most difficult thing you’ve ever had to tell someone? The word “No.”
If you could choose between living a long, ordinary life, or a short life filled with distinction, which would you choose? Both. I accept the breath of existence with an open heart, holding no demands upon the count of my days. If my journey is long, I will lovingly honour the years with gratitude, learning, and steady joy. If my journey is short, I will not grieve the unwritten chapters, but instead consecrate the moments I was given. Every hour is a sacred gift, not a guarantee. Whether my light burns as a steady beacon or a sudden flare, I honour the fire within. I am complete in the length of my days, and I am complete in the depth of my now.
What has made you feel ashamed? Losing someone I loved due to abandonment. In one chapter where I spoke about this experience I wrote, “I cast off the false mantle of shame, for the departure of another was never a reflection of my worth, but a boundary of their own capacity. It was simply not their journey to remain in my life. I release the burden of their choices and reclaim my inherent wholeness. I am not defined by who walked away, but by the love, resilience, and light I carry forward within myself.”
How much personal space do you need in a relationship? I honour the sacred space between myself and another within a relationship, for it is the ground where perspective and personal growth flourish. I choose partnerships that reinforces my individual strengths through unwavering support, loyalty, and unconditional love. I remember that true love frees, it does not control. I believe that partners should walk side by side, complete as individuals, bound by devotion, while expanding in freedom
What makes you feel vulnerable? Openness.
Do you have an easy or difficult time letting go of the past? I release the past with ease, after I analyzed it from every facet.
Who has been your biggest influence? I honour the sacred bond with my Grandmother, my true anchor and ride or die in this life. Though her physical presence has shifted, the fierce loyalty, protection, and unconditional love she poured into me remain unshakeable. I carry her strength in my essence and her devotion in my heart. Our connection transcends time, and I walk forward sustained by the unbreakable lineage of her love.
How long has your oldest friend been in your life? Twenty-five years later and we are still causing trouble together. I am so grateful to have a friend who has been by my side through everything, knows me inside and out, and still goes along with my worst ideas. Here is to twenty-five more years of never acting our age.
What’s the best decision you’ve ever made? Loving my Grandmother and Mother unconditionally. Traveling through Europe as it completely opened my eyes, pushed me out of my comfort zone, and changed the way I see the world. I still carry the feeling of freedom from that trip with me every single day.
Are you an introvert or an extrovert? I honour the sacred rhythm of my empathic soul, moving fluidly between the quiet sanctuary of the introvert and the vibrant expression of the extrovert. Because I feel the deep current of all energy, I recognize that my pulling back is a sacred restoration, and my stepping forward is a conscious sharing of light. I trust the wisdom of my heart to know when to absorb the stillness and when to radiate my fire, forever balanced in the sacred dance of my own power.
What is your most treasured memory? The sacred time shared between my Mother, my Grandmother, and I. In every mile we traveled and every horizon we witnessed together, we wove an eternal tapestry of love, laughter, and unbreakable lineage. The terrain may change, but the sanctuary of those moments remains my forever home.
Is there anything too serious to be joked about? If you know me at all, you know that my coping mechanism of choice is finding the comedy in absolutely everything. Life is a chaotic reality show, and I am here for the commentary. If we can’t laugh at the absurdity of it all, then what are we even doing? Just know that if the ship is sinking, I’ll be the one cracking jokes on the way down.
Are you more like your Mother or Father? How so? I am an enigma, 90% of the time, I am my Virgo adopted Mother, hyper-organized, colour coded, and alphabetizing my life. But the other 10% is pure unfiltered energy from my biological Father, which only activates when I am in a mosh pit at a rock concert or jumping out of a perfectly good airplane. I will absolutely skydive, but you better believe I scheduled it on my calendar three months in advance.
Do you embrace change or fight it? I honour the current of change, for it is the wind that carries me toward the excitement of adventure. I do not cling to the familiar banks of the known, but boldly cast my spirit into the deep water of the new. Every shift is a sacred invitation to expand my territory, shatter my ceilings, and meet the wild landscape of my soul. I am not a passenger to time, I am an explorer of existence.
Do you think you’re tough on yourself? I honour the wild and sacred architecture of my own spirit, for I was never meant to be contained by boundaries I did not create. I release the illusion of the prescribed path, as I have lost the colouring book of expectations, drawn my own horizons, and boldly overflowed past those, too. My life is a canvas of divine curiosity, an uncontainable masterpiece where my soul paints freely, choosing the beautiful chaos of authenticity over the safety of the lines.
What impresses you? I revere the rare and sacred currency of loyalty, which I feel is a sacred anchor in a shifting world. To stand unwavering when the winds change, to protect the bond when silence falls, and to hold true to what was promised in the light is the highest testament of a soul’s nobility. I honour those who carry this devotion, for loyalty is not a mere obligation, as it is a sanctuary of trust and the absolute reflection of love’s enduring perseverance.
What’s your favourite way to relax? Meditation.
Where is your favourite place in the world? Vienna.
If you could live a totally different life, what would it look like? Legal realm.
What’s your definition of beauty? True beauty is an inside out creation, born from the deep well of the soul and radiated into the world. It is not a mask to wear, but an authentic light that breaks through when a soul embraces their wholeness, my scars, and sacred joys. Dismantling the illusion of superficial perfection while consciously choosing instead the sacred glow of a heart that loves fiercely, a spirit that stands in its truth, and a presence actively transforms every space it enters.
Are you good with finances? Fiscally conservative.
What’s one thing that totally blows your mind? More than eighty percent of the global ocean remains unmapped and unexplored by humans.
Do you express your emotions or suppress them? Choosing to openly express emotions rather than sequester them is a vital practice for mental clarity and true wellbeing.
Do you daydream a lot, or tend to stay present in the moment? Harnessing imagination fuels my creative evolution, while remaining grounded in the present ensures methodical, versatile execution.
What’s something you are choosing to ignore? Choosing to ignore those who aim to disrupt and disturb keeps my energy focused on what truly matters.
How do you respond to criticism? I meet destructive criticism with my dark sense of humour, but when feedback is constructive, I respect, honour, and deeply value it.
Have you ever been in a toxic relationship? Drawing from my own survival, I speak out against the destructive nature of toxic relationships to show others how to rise like a phoenix from the ashes.
How do you practice self-care? I practice deep self-care through meditation and an absolute focus on preserving my inner peace.
If you could live forever, would you want to? We are all consciousness.
If you could choose one person, living or dead, to have dinner with, who would it be and why? Clausewitz.
What’s the top item on your bucket list? Visiting Japan tops my bucket list, fuelled by a desire to explore its deep history, stunning landscapes, and vibrant culture.
Why is art important? Expression of the sacred soul. Art is the divine language that breathes form into the formless while speaking what words cannot convey. Where language falters, the soul paints, carves, and dances its truth into existence. Art is the sacred bridge between the seen and the unseen, a portal where the unspoken depths of human experience are laid bare, witnessed, and forever made immortal.
What is your favourite quote? “Nowhere can man find a quieter or more untroubled retreat than in his own soul.” – Marcus Aurelius
What’s your biggest guilty pleasure? My ultimate guilty pleasures are beautifully simple: authentic gelato and someone who relentlessly challenges my mind.
Have you ever had a moment of clarity or an epiphany? Yes.
What’s the best advice you’ve ever been given? The most sacred advice I have ever received is to always leave the porch light on, which is a quiet promise to myself, and to those I love, that the way back to warmth, safety, and belonging is always illuminated.
What was the last big spontaneous thing you did? Skydiving.
What was the most intense experience of your life? The most gruelling, sacred alchemy of my life has been surviving the shattering impact of sexual assault and the profound ache of abandonment, forcing me to cultivate an unshakeable sanctuary within myself which enabled me to witness that my light can never be permanently extinguished.
Do you love your job? Yes.
What’s your biggest quirk? Always needing to sit facing the entrance of a room or restaurant.
What’s your “walk-up” or theme song? Hans Zimmer – Time (Cyberdesign Remix)
Have you ever seen or experienced something uncanny that you can’t explain? I am spiritual, nothing phases me.
Has social media improved or impaired society? Improved.
What is your oddest habit? Mimicking writing a word on one’s hand with an index finger to remember a temporary thought.
What’s your spirit animal? Wolf or Hawk.
What philosophy gets you through life’s challenges? Hegel.
Do you believe in an afterlife, and if so, what is it? From the infinite light we emerge, into the human vessel we descend, and through the cycle of rebirth we awaken. We release the heavy dust of this earthly transit, turning our gaze toward the radiant source of all being. In every death, a restriction dissolves, in every rebirth, a sacred purpose renews. We are the travellers of eternity, ever returning to the boundless love, wisdom, and light that birthed our souls.
What one thing are you most grateful for in life? I am grateful for learning in life as our divine existence is a sacred statement that turns everyday experiences into spiritual lessons and deep wisdom
What do you want to be remembered for? My legacy is not what I built, but how deeply I loved, let the warmth I left behind be my eternal footprint.
When do you feel most alive? Switzerland.
What does spirituality mean to you? Existing in a pure state of conscious expansion with the sacred ability to return to the divine self.
What do you have faith in? All sentient life is essential.
How do you define success? Measure your happiness.
If you could solve any one of the world’s problems, which one would it be? World hunger.
When do you feel most free? True liberation resides with those who choose peace, for in stillness they break the chains of conflict while awakening the sacred power within.
Do you think everyone has a purpose in this life? Every life is a sacred gift. Every breath is a living purpose. All are here to learn, to love, and to share their divine unique truths.
What’s something society has lost that you wish we still had? Common sense.
Can people ever really change? Through the process of ascension or rebirth. All are who they used to be, and that is their sacred strength. All must honour the version of themselves that survived, release what no longer serves their soul, while stepping boldly into the conscious state they are becoming. Change is everyone’s sacred right.
Is it important to forgive people who have wronged you? Forgiveness unlocks the heart. When a soul consciously chooses to release the weight of past hurts, truths, or residual cycles, they experience profound liberation. Not to excuse the actions of others, but to reclaim their own sovereignty and divine freedom. One must always state, “my spirit is light, my mind is peaceful, and I am finally free.”
What does “home” feel like to you? Unconditional love, trust, and acceptance.
What is emotional intimacy and why is it important? Emotional intimacy is the sacred ground where love is born and sustained. The soul must consciously choose the courage to be fully seen, and offer the grace to fully see another. In this sacred vulnerability, spirits merge, defenses melt, and within this embrace, both rest in the profound peace of true connection.
If you could only love or be loved, which would you choose? Both. Love is my absolute sanctuary. Within its embrace, all fear dissolves, and all striving ends. I rest deeply in the truth that I am safe, I am whole, and I am unconditionally loved. Love is my eternal peace. Sometimes we represent the love that another may have never received in their lifetime. Love transcends distance, time, and space.
What philosophical question keeps you up at night? Why humanity chooses war over peace? Why is there something rather than nothing? Why does the universe, and our consciousness within it, exist, and how did it begin in the state of infinity,